o wow its been a while since i have updated... what happened was i got EXTREMELY sick... had a bad virus with the dry heeves, high fever, no eating, soar and swollen throat, weak muscles and miserably tired... i slept most of the days and i was sick for 6 days...

now i am back everything is still lazy and tiring but its managable.... i had some solo audtions today for fall follies and i did well im scared though for what the outcome is going to be and hopefully i can add another song to my 12 songs i get to sing with ensemble, symphonic and womens glee... wooo this will be really fun actually

anyways... homecoming is coming up... one week from saturday and i have no dress or a date... its okay though because ive always wanted to know what it was like going stag and so maybe this year will be my year unless i find someone last minute

doubt it though...

well leave a comment.... im gonna finish homework and listen to music and then sleep

~*veda

I feel so sick, why didn’t you help me

I feel so light, where am I supposed to be?

Why did you leave, and make me free

To do what I wanted, and finally see

That not only am I physically messed up

But I am also emotionally screwed up

I wanted you to know in so many ways

I wanted to tell you several days

That I wasn’t the girl that liked to mess around

And become the girl you could drown

In your mind completely out of thought

And now I know, just what you taught

To kids below you

Who thought it was good to use women too

we have feelings too and its not right

To try and tell us we cant do this, and that we cant fight

I want to sleep, I want to dream

That this is all over, and that it all could finally seem

That everything was the same and everything was okay

For me to die; for me to sail finally away….

i wanted to write... enjoy kiddies ~_~ [oo thats a good face lol unintecntional]

call me more often or just comment those are always gooodies